Monday, July 13, 2009
hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
this pathetic lizard was scalded to death. RIP. at least it managed to give my mom a scare before its death. TRIBUTE TO MR L.
i think its hardened or something. don't ask me. i don't even dare go near it. there is a function called 'zoom' in the camera..
so here comes the long awaited semester 3. first day of school was HMMMMMM, i don't know. i guess i would expect alot of changes ahead, and i'm so not ready. but i guess i will. ultimately... life is all about changing and adapting. that's what people always say.
without expectations there will be no disappointment. i used to think florence is retarded to say that. now i take it back. i'm retarded.
my life is currently without motivation. nothing to look forward to. someone, anybody, please!! let me see some light.
i need to get away from all these. i need a new life.
Labels: Random Rantings
Saturday, July 11, 2009
This is DANCE.
met up with huiyuan, ah tan, mx and jx yesterday. wahh now mx got
lobang never jio one. make me end up at that pathetic place.. okay i
shall not complain!! hy going back aussie soon. bon voyage!
and........ today is GROOMING DAY :)
Labels: Friends, I Live To Dance
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
AWESOME. i just said things i thought i wouldn't in my entire lifetime. certain things are left unsaid for obvious reasons.
and my parents are not helping much...
is it really so difficult?
who doesn't want things to go their way?
who doesn't want to be perfect?
who likes to feel this way?
Labels: Random Rantings
Monday, June 29, 2009
Tina's 21st birthday party yesterday. photos can be found on the almighty facebook.
you're right. maybe i do know the reason.
you are someone who sees the pain in my eyes while everyone else believes the smile on my face. true enough? because the person i wanted most to see my pain don't give a damn.
on a side note, anyone secretly video-ed ocrew's item at TBG wanna share with me!!?
Labels: Random Rantings
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
HOLY LESSONS are starting next wednesday. god bless me and myself. this holiday seemed to pass in a swift, but at least i can now strike out a few things from my to-do-list. i got my blogshop started(LIKE FINALLY) and business is picking up:))))))) that's a good thing.
i got a job, like now, the last week of hols. well done Shiqi. haha. but i gotta continue even when school starts, so that's not a problem.
and the best part of the whole holiday is i went thailand with sl and my mso, flo. thailand is SO NOT a big thing, but its the people i went with that matters yea? and thanks for coming along though to put it bluntly across, it really is non of your business and you dont have to give a shit about it. so yah..
here is all the love, hugs and kisses!!!!! haha. as you can see, this post is like bits and pieces of my thoughts, my brain is really not working.
oh, and i kinda regret not making time for dance classes at studiowu. i missed that place. well, at least i have waacking for now..
TBG this sunday. NOT GOING. BAHHHH!! i know i'll regret it.
and i'm waiting for flo to finish work so we can go for supper. damn worned out, but the thought of meeting her kinda keeps me awake. what's the opposite of a faggot?? hahaha! totally cannot stand myself.
everytime i fly i fall without wings
i feel so small its haunting me...
Labels: Random Rantings, ♥MSO♥
Monday, June 22, 2009
this time, it's different. i no longer feel the rage. it's like someone just flicked my 'off' switch and put me in this dark empty hollow core. it felt normal, and yet empty. i don't want to lose grip.
no matter how much it matters to me, does it still matter.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Labels: HerShop
dance practice was cancelled today... just when i was reaching the mrt station. woohoo~! and i wont be having waacking class for 2 week cause of TBG. means no an an's class as well. how am i supposed to... SURVIVE. GAHHH.
i forgot when this was taken... but lim yu lian was wearing the exact same clothes yesterday. HA.
this was last wed after council meeting.
outside cine.
she's just trying to be me.
i think she's doing fine. seriously.
BAHHH.
MUACKS.
stay strong shiqi, STAY STRONG.
Labels: Friends, ♥MSO♥
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
sometimes u put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.
sometimes small matter matters, ALOT. at least to me.
sometimes, i think everything in life is temporary.
sometimes i think, life is a constant heart attack.
drag me to hell. please?
Friday, June 12, 2009
getting really lazy to update. here's a brief one.
SP campers new trainers outing last thursday. most went, but does it make a difference? haha.
Jovy, Miss Lim Shiqi, Florence, Jeslyn.
our SIGNATURE pose.
06s306 class gathering last sat. omFg i haven't seen them for ages. but does it really matter? HAHAHA. okay.. i miss ain, zah and gwen :) and i saw xx twice in 5 days. heh.
i guess everyone was there, except shuning and an insignificant few.
just another one to show how much i miss my class. aye.
DreamWerkz had a new instructor. gosh. XIAOHEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she is THE ONE =) and waacking class started 2 days ago. like somebody said, its a slutty version of locking. i absolutely agree.
this whole week i have been busy with photo shoots and photo editing. not really a genius at it, but i guess for everything there is always a first time. and yes, i hope it's ALMOST done :) PLEASE SUPPORT ME. ITS COMING :)
Labels: Friends, HerShop
Saturday, June 06, 2009
"Our frustration is greater when we have much and want more than when we have nothing and want some. We are less dissatisfied when we lack many things than when we seem to lack but one thing."
-Eric Hoffer
like what you said, if its yours, no matter what it'll still be yours. no point hogging on to something that doesnt belong to you in the first place. true everything happens for a reason, but certain things might well just be coincidence. reading too much into little redundant details will only make yourself feel miserable. if you have to think about whether you love someone or not then the answer is no. true? when you love someone, you just know. and the last thing you should ever do is to attempt to change the person you love (mentality, lifestyle, habits. whatever~) because then that person is no longer who he or she is. consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others. however cliche, no one is perfect. accept it.
don't find fault, find a remedy :)
Labels: Friends
Saturday, May 30, 2009
as you already know, yours truly has stepped out of her shell and became a camp instructor. she just got a bloody fucking tan that she hates but she's thankful to be able to return home safe and sound.
SP Campers. SP is NOT an acronym for singapore poly.
nan hua primary school camp.
the so called sand art.
kids.
and more kids.
this is charmaine and amanda.
elizabeth and charlotte and jamie.
entertaining themselves.
the sim peeps. who said sim students are spoilt?!
MSO IS LOVED :)
went for woodlands sec campfire the next day at CSPR. totally got used to the "sitting as you go". heh.
who took this unglam photo of me!!
boot shoes snicker socks
SP Campers really rocks!
Labels: Work
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Bangkok 2009
went bangkok last monday with sl, flo and aaron for THE spree. just came back from nan hua camp and i'm like fucking tired, so i'll let the pictures do the talking instead.
i freakin' saw an ELEPHANT walked passed me at a road side store!!?
MJC Soccer Finals
MJC soccer finals was held at jalan basar this monday. feel the meridian might!! omgosh i totally miss MJ alot.
yes i feel the meridian might.
go MJ~
MR HON!!!!
our dear meridian mascot - the security uncle.
MSO.
jasmine, siauling, mso.
SP Campers
went for SP campers T3B4 training camp over the weekends followed by nan hua primary camp at sentosa which just ended earlier today. i am so freaking tired now my brain juices kinda dried up. shall update again when the fluids are restored.
Labels: Events, Friends, Work, ♥MSO♥
Monday, May 18, 2009
good bye singapore.
i'll be back soon :)
Sunday, May 17, 2009
K.O. Night 2009 -
these are a few of my personal favourites :)
MUST WATCH VIDEOS!!
Played badminton yesterday with some of the Eventiers. its been SO LONG
since we played tgt. the last time was before derek graduated haha.
Ryan's class this morning was dope. i loved the choreo. its a pity he didnt
finish it. hope his back injuries would heal soon. dreamwerkz need him back!!!
okay and guessed what? i'm going for waacking class in june!!!!!!!
going thailand in about 30 hours...
Labels: DreamWerkz, I Live To Dance
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Bi-Annual General Meeting 2009
had our bi-AGM yesterday. my first time attending rmitsc's AGM cause i kinda gave the previous one a missed. anw, the people are mostly different now, or rather, FOREIGN. alot of peeps graduated, or are graduating soon. whatever it was, it just felt different.
this is shaun giving his leaving speech. go trader! bye bye study buddy. (jio me go study soon when you're doing your masters!!)
the guy in black is kenneth. beside him in green is long lost maybelin. and then there was flo and me.
the person sitting on my right.
my significant other :)
oh, did i mentioned i had a starhub temp staff gathering last sat? totally missed that period where work=gossiping. hahaha. everybody still feels the same, just that yihui is shaved, and jazreel is more retarded than ever.
went back Meridian to collect my A lvl cert and testimonial ytd with my S.O. i miss MJC so much!! tell me again why they didnt get into the soccer finals?!?!???!!!!?!?!?!?!! TAMADE.
went to watch '17 Again' at cine before AGM and Zac Efron is like omFg. how can anyone ever looked so... WOOHOO. peace Shiqi PEACE.
had an interview at john little this afternoon. darn. the pay is like god damn low :( decided not to take the job after i heard some lobang from jackson. haha. lim shiqi is going to be a camp instructor. but first, she'll need a hell lot of sun block and a pair of nice shades and a hot pink umbrella. heh heh.
i had a nice quiet moment with myself earlier, sat at the open area outside marina square and watched random people passing by. some with friends, some with colleagues, some with their spouse, some walking alone, but most had that i'm-tired-after-a-fucking-day-at-work-leave-me-alone look. i guessed its times like this with yourself do you truly understand how life works. i'm not that kind that need the whole world to be there, nicely arranged and planned for me full of hope and happiness. i always felt i am in total control of my fate and i need nobody there. i guessed whoever up there surprised me by giving me one nice friend. and i am thankful for that :)
Labels: Friends, RMIT FTSC, ♥MSO♥
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Big Gig Social Club
prawning at bottle tree park.
khai habana.
tinkywinkytipsylalaPO
posy and me.
florence.
heh heh.
GFDC.
big gigs bought flip flops from cine :)
the day ended, with flo, po, me, leepeng and her friend at jalan kayu having supper. PO is back in hongkong now. will only be back 3 weeks later. OMG. come back soon gf!
watched horsemen and wolverine recently. both movies are damn nice. especially horsemen. please go watch it people!
holidays are here. in fact its only like the 4th day of the nothing-to-do period and im feeling dead boring. to make things worse, i am jobless. well done.
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
Labels: Friends, Life As It Is, ♥MSO♥
Saturday, May 09, 2009
while many people are mugging for marketing paper on tuesday, i complacently left my studies aside to read a chapter of this book -
purpose driven life. its quite a motivating book, despite all its relation to god. of all the things, this chapter title kind of caught my attention.
What Drives Your Life?
The man without a purpose is like a ship without a rudder - a waif,
a nothing, a no man.
-Thomas Carlyle
Everyone's life is driven by something.
Here are the five most common ones:
1) Many people are driven by guilt.
They spend their entire lives running from regrets and hiding their shame. Guilt-driven people are manipulated by memories. They allow their past to control their future. They often subconsciously punish themselves by sabotaging their own success.
We are products of our past, but we don't have to be prisoners of it.
2) Many people are driven by resentment and anger.
They hold on to hurts and never get over them. Instead of releasing their pain through forgiveness, they rehearse it over and over in their minds. Resentment always hurts you more than it does the person you resent. While your offender has probably forgotten the offense and gone on with life, you continue to stew in your pain, perpetuating the past.
Those who have hurt you in the past cannot continue to hurt you now unless you hold on to te pain through resentment. Your past is past. Nothing will change it. For your own sake, learn from it, and then let it go.
3) Many people are driven by fear.
Regardless of the cause, fear-driven people often miss great opportunities because they're afraid to venture out. Instead they play it safe, avoiding risks and trying to maintain the status quo.
Fear is a self-imposed prison. You must move against it with the weapons of faith and love.
4) Many people are driven by materialism.
Their desire to acquire becomes the whole goal of their lives. This drive to always want more is based on the misconceptions that having more will make me more happy, more important, more secure, but all three ideas are untrue. Possessions only provide temporary happiness. Because things do not change, we eventually become bored with them and then want newer, bigger, better versions.
It's also a myth that if I get more, I will be more important. Self worth and net worth are not the same. Your value is not determined by your valuables. The most common myth about money is that having more will make me more secure. It won't. Wealth can be lost instantly through a variety of uncontrollable factors.
5) Many people are driven by the need for approval.
They allow the expectations of parents or spouses or children or teachers or friends to control their lives. Many adults are still trying to earn the approval of unpleasable parents. Others are driven by peer pressure, always worried by what others might think. Unfortunately, those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it.
I don't know the keys to success, but one key to failure is to try to please everyone.
Labels: Random Rantings
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
the big M.
left-right-down-up.
bleah.
guest appearance by derek and shaun.
i think its the weather, i totally lost the mood to study. really hope friday would come soon, then i'll be free from all the mugging!!!! ahhhhh!!! lots of things i wanna do this holiday; first on the list-
DANCE :)
i got distinction for marketing project. zai bo.
i wanna say something damn bastard, but i'm still gonna say it.
since when i don't get distinction? hahaha!
Labels: Friends, Geeking, ♥MSO♥
Thursday, April 30, 2009
i had a nightmare last night.
...and i woke up feeling like shit.
Labels: Random Rantings
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
i always thought oschool's standard was way higher.
this kinda proved my point. haha. no criticisms intended.
anyhow, xiao hei is like sizzling hot, AND DOPE.
Labels: Youtubing
Monday, April 27, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FLORENCE!!
20 le hor. please behave like one. MUAHAHAHA!! kidding la. i know its impossible. LOL. keke hope you like what we did. quite last minute for me, so abit gan jiong. but i know you will still love me de. MUAHAHAHA!!
less than 30 hours to comm law paper. some terrorists faster come bomb clementi. why singapore no riot like thailand. heh.
Labels: Festive, Friends, ♥MSO♥
Monday, April 20, 2009
album launch @ Heeren.
early morning cam whoring already started...
i love this giant iphone!
style.
our new star.
kena tortured.
jj is enjoying her job.
unglam UNGLAM!!
my turn... look at jasmine and jj's faces. boo!
we looked more like hair models.
the team :)
the dancers.
the make up artist!!
she's obviously looking at the wrong camera.
well done chloe!
loves.
every beginning has an end. we camwhore again outside the toilet! heh.
my utmost gratitude to jj for giving us this
opportunity and believing in us.
thank you!!!
now that this event is over, i should be concentrating on my upcoming exams. but i'm so not focusing. i should really pick myself up from all these emo shit and be abit more sensitive. darn. SHIQI WAKE UP!!!!!
Labels: Events, Friends, I Live To Dance
Saturday, April 18, 2009
men and women are born differently for a reason.
i never believed a guy and a girl can be best friends. its either the girl liked the guy, the guy is gay, or the other way round, and the other party doesn't want to bring the relationship to another/higher level. hence, the start of all that "best friends" bullshit.
pardon me, but this thought just came across to me so randomly yet strongly. its really kinda ridiculous, if you had seen someone giving their life to ran an errand for another person, all in the name of a "friend".
you then, start to wonder if your real friends would even go to half that extent...
anyway,
tmr is the LWS performance!!!!
jiayou Chloe!!!
jiayou DWZ!!!
jiayou Shiqi!!!
Labels: Random Rantings
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
What's the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?
I can no longer hide myself from the truth.
face it Shiqi.
be brave.
i really love the song that's playing right now..
Labels: Random Rantings
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Meridian JC tops project work
AROUND 95 per cent of Meridian Junior College (MJC) students scored As in Project Work, making their school the top performer in the A-level subject this year.The school beat top JCs Hwa Chong Institution, which had 85 per cent distinctions, and Raffles Institution (Junior College) which had 92 per cent distinctions.
read article.
all the politically top ranked JCs, kiss our mugger asses!
Friday, April 10, 2009
i heard something that's really irresponsible today, especially coming from you.
though not directed at me but yeah, hwa chong BIG DEAL.
she's the nicest person i know living, besides mother theresa (which i really respect though i don't believe in what she believed in), so please respect others and say only things someone like you should say.
i really wonder what those hwa chong kids learn in school.
module 1, part 1: 5 reasons why HCI is better than RJC.....
***(potential exam question)
WHAT A JOKE.
You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty.
- Mohandas Gandhi
Gandhi may i inform you that your quote had since been changed to suit the direction where humanity is heading in my era, year 2009.
Do not place any faith in humanity. Humanity is still an ocean, but if only a few drops of the ocean are clean, the ocean does not become any cleaner.
i can foresee university students quoting me in their thesis 100 years down the road :)
anyhow, i just feel that such words can make or break a person, and they should not be used loosely just on the spur of the moment. will you be happy if i made fun of you?
"2 people died from eating indian rojak, HAHAHAHA!!"
like it?
it's hurtful isn't it?
especially if you're that race.
Labels: Humanity Gone Wrong
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
"Do not assume that she who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. Her life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, she would never have been able to find these words".
how true....
someone just reminded me dancing was supposed to be enjoyable. indeed. so simple, yet so profound.
thank you. i know you know its you :)
Labels: Life's An Arse, ♥MSO♥
Sunday, April 05, 2009
I've been travelin' on this road too long.
Just trying to find my way back home.
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone.
I turn my head to the east, I don’t see nobody by my side.
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight.
So I turn my head to the north,
swallow that pill that they call pride.
The old me is dead and gone,
but the new me will be alright...
Labels: Life's An Arse
Thursday, April 02, 2009
CACTUS 2009 @ RP
Sunday 29 March 2009
went for this NUS concert cause Hugo was performing. go Hugo!!! wah his hip hop damn zai. too bad cannot video.
the day before econs test, abit sot sot.
but i'm still gonna get high distinction. HAHA.
30 March 2009
the day we watched '12 Rounds' and came out of the cinema with this wanna puke feeling.
zi high over a painted wall at Cathay.
taufik and khai habana!
the lady really damn cute.
florence don't touch her head!!!!!!
went to watch Confession Of A Shopaholic at Plaza Sing today. ITS SUPER JASMINE CHONG KINDA SHOW!!!!!!!! MUST WATCH!!!!!!!!! really very nice, at least for girls lahh haha.
FINALLY went for An An's hip hop class today. i think i one day never dance will die. and GFDC supposed to have a date. PO PANG SEH. now she's on probation.... HEH HEH.
Labels: Events, Friends, I Live To Dance, ♥MSO♥
